Just been talking on MSN to a friend, and told him about something that happened a few weeks ago

at the time I never thought anything of it, but looking back and now thinking about it im really hurt...

and random woman in the street came up to me, looked and my left arm in disgust and said that my scar was absolutly horrible and disgusting...

...thanks random lady

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I just watched the vid for Cataclysm...

The Worgen...omfg, SO rolling one straight away as soon as I get it installed xDD

Is it sad I love them cause they are so fucking hot?! >_>

...Im such a furry

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So August is always, every year without a doubt, the busiest month for me. It doesnt help that this year I had my University work to do ontop of already devised plans etc!

I dont update here enough, I really should! I think that will be subject to change really with the news Im about to spill!

First with the GOOD news :

My uncle was looking to buy a flat in Dundee and get me and some friends to rent it off of him every month etc, so we found a really awesomely set out house. 3 floors, though the rooms are all pretty small, the 3 levels makes up for it. The owners wanted £110,000, but we managed to get them down to £108,000, WITH them throwing in their leather, electric recliner sofa's, and a big ass bean-bag!

Which is fucking awesome! The lay out of the house is downstairs you've got the hall, toilet, then small dinning area, then kitchen and a few cuboards etc. Second floor is a huge living room and another toilet, and third floor is the 3 bedrooms!

Im gonna be sharing it with Blue and the bassist from my band, Paul! Move in date is 2nd of October, so im mega excited! *bounces*

So thats the good news...


Bad news :

My cars MOT bill came though and its £250 x_X Which I really really cant afford atm. The little money I have Im trying to keep for EF! Im gonna try lay it off till after EF and hopefully ill make a bit of cash there at my dealers den table.

Other bad news, was informed last night that a friend I knew in High School who joined the army, was a victim of a road side bomb the other day, and his left leg has been blown off ;_; It kinda hit home to me a lot harder last night once told. I have a good few friend over in Afghan, and this has just made me more worried about them than I was before. He also has to get skin grafts over his right arm and leg as they where also badly damaged.

Please wish Jack a speedy and strong recovery.

Im off to finish off my University work, so more updates soon!

-Tré

xx

Need to shout atm, gonna make a big post later on

but atm, Ive been listening to these guys constantly, such good vent music



Bring Me The Horizon <33

Appoligies to everyone, I've been really under the radar as of recent, I got a UAV jammer for xmas ;P

But nah, in all seriousness, since my arm is now is DECENT working condition, I've been running around like a mad husky as of late! I just arrived home last night from a 5 day stay in Edinburgh, and im only home two nights, cause tomorrow Im heading off again to Spunky's till Sunday.

I've been knuckling down with my over due unversity work and what not, and I have two classes almost finished, just got another two to go!

These need to be done by the end of July, so I should be alright. Also, I CANT STOP DAMN SNEEZING, omg xD Ive actually sneezed the whole time typing this!

But yes, just to say I am alive, just hard to get a hold of for a while, and prob will be for the next month or so

ill keep ya's updated!

Ugh! *SNEEZE!*

-Tré

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So Ive just heard Billy Talents new song, 'Rusted From The Rain'

*and before you slag/diss billy Talent, they have been my favourite band for fucking years*

But yeah....Im not too sure what to make of it....Its different, and I liked Billy Talent in the first place becuase they where different sounding...But I was hoping Billy Talent III (there new and third album coming out) was going to be like, back to their roots way back with the first proper Billy Talent album...

Im almost dissapointed....Its just....not Billy Talent

Im hoping this is the worst song on the album to be honest, I dont want two dissapointments this year music wise, Enter Shikari's new stuff being the first

...fuck

...has to be the best thing ever atm

GAWD, wonder how long it will be before they get sued!

- I loved Bangkok
- I would enjoy it a lot more if my arm wasn't fucked, limiting my fun
- I would enjoy it a lot more with my friends/fur-ends, rather than my family Im with
- Thai new year, is just.....fucking crazy
- Im not sure If Im enjoying myself or not at this moment in time


time to get more drunk

-Tre

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Sorry for all who saw my rambling post last night

T'was my University night out, and a few of them upset me quite a bit

Was nothing about any of you guys <3

Anyways, away for the weekend. Hitting up a furmeet *le gasp*

Aint been to one in over a year, hopefully its good fun xD

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Just a little plug for my friends band, they are all awesome guys and musicians, check them out



Go check em out!

Myself, bleh, ill update later

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...I've not long stopped crying my eyes out

Was sitting, doing my hand exercises as I was shown and intsructed to do every two hours while awake, teeth gritting through the pain, and what happens?

...snap

felt like I had cracked my middle finger and the bone all the way down my arm. It was my tendin re-snapping in half

Now I cant move or lift my middle finger...

So whats in store for me? Surgery, again, hand down positive it is; which means the insane pain over again. Cant go into hospital now, would be pointless, have to wait till tomorrow morning.

5 minutes after this had happened, I burst into tears. It just seems at this rate, I wont be able to drum or play guitar ever again...Music is such a HUGE part of my life, I cant imagine not playing my instruments like I do.

Then there's my Uni work that needs done. Im now back to square fucking ONE! Its a week and a half untill our deadlines are due, and im no where near done; and physically cant do anything to prevent that.

Its looking like im failing this year of University...

Its been really tough for me this past week, harder than I thought it would be physically and mentaly

Little things have kept me going, just little gestures of people showing they care; texts, a card from Spunky, a small drawing from Kei, and they all made me smile again

But this snapping, has been like something else snapping inside me, and I just gave in...

I dont know what to do with myself

Im numb

...

Had an appointment at the clinic today for my hand to get it seen too and re-dressed

The pain has been constant since Ive been out of hospital. I have co-codamol to take for it, but it never takes away ALL the pain, just gets me high and nulls it a bit

A new splint was put on, and I have been shown hand exercises I have to commit too every two hours to help the tendins stretch as they heal...

They are agonising, grouling, and make me light headed and drowzy due to the amount of pain I have to endure during them...and this has to be done every 2 hours (of me being awake ofcourse), for 4 weeks...

I just want the pain to stop...

Please?

x

Out of surgery, groggy and drugged up to fuck with my arm stupidly sore

Sitting twiddling my thumbs, well, a thumb since my arm is prompt up and I'm not allowed to move it!

;_; owie

Make the pain go away

X

So I slit my arm to the bone on a wine glass by accident last night

Stuck in ward 27 In ninewells hospital, waiting for a doc about plastic surgery

Funny seeing the wards from a diff angle

On my iPhone, picks and updates to come

Wish me luck!

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So my bank decided to shoot me in the face the other day

I have a Student Account, that has a big overdraft, cause HURR Im a student! It max limit is £2800 or something, but I got it capped at £1000 so I didnt squander it on useless crap, right?

Well I went into my bank the other day, asking to bump it up an extra £200 to "£1200 so I could pay for my EF reg and what not, blah blah!

The guy was like "Yeah sure, Ill put that through, you should expect to see it in a few days!"

So I log online and check my accounts, and see that my Available Balance and Over Draft limit where both set to £0.00

I shrug it off, thinking the bank must be reviewing my account blah blah cause it takes a few days before they hand out more money.

Get an e-mail yesterday saying "Sorry, but your overdraft request was denied due to your current financial situation!"

....

So pretty much my bank has went "Oh! I see you have a nice big overdraft and are £950 into it....YOINK!"

Now I owe the bank £950 from my student account, -£200 in my current account and have bills and direct debits to pay for...

Technically, by law, they can't take off my overdraft without A) Letting me know in advance, and B) CAUSE IM A STUDENT!

>___<

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I've been feeling rather down with myself for a good week or so now, and I can't pin my finger on exactly why...

Its strange, my past few shifts at work I've been, I don't really wanna say 'getting bullied', but theres no other explination for it really.

The continiously slag me and dis me and call me shit that i know shouldnt get to me, but it does...

University is dawning a big shadow over me too. I have so much work to do its unreal, and only a few weeks to do it in. I want to work! I come into Uni early with the mind set of getting loads done, but when I sit down infront of a PC, I just doddle about and do fuck all.

I get stupidly paranoid about people and the way they think about me also. Don't know why, just do, I get it from my mum I geuss, she's the same.

Sucks being in Scotland really, Im so far away from my closest friends, and feel lonely when i read about awesome times they have all had together, or simply they have people over for a few drinks and a laugh, and Im sitting in my room on MSN, WoW or my Xbox.

Even my Scottish fur-friends im close too I havnt seen since RBW, which sucks. I complain about all this, but I know its mainly my fault for not giving myself enough free time or money to visit anyone.

I get myself so worked up and afraid its like Im back in the mind set of when I was smoking drugs a lot. Stupidly paranoid, afraid, and what not, when Ive been off it ever since me and Spunky got together (<3 love you so much hun)

So yeah...I dunno...

I have this complete mind set now too that I've said something to quite a few people, and its completely changed how they think about me as a friend and a generic person.

I need to stop rambling really

Going to go home and play some Street Fighter 4 and WoW

...Bleugh

Im just outa bed and found Street Fighter IV waiting for me in the mail


dfgsfdgdghdfg


Its tempting me ;_; I cant play it cause Ive gotta go to Uni!

SPUNKYYYY! Are you having your Street Fighter bash? Im sure Panzar got it today too, I wanna play online with you guys!

Anyone else get it?

My xbox gamer tag is - Husky Tre

So im home from Rotheram seeing (ma coon <3) Spunky for v-day, and what waits for me when I get in my room?

A tip...

Everytime Im away for a few days or a holiday, without fail, I will come home to a mess in my room

Either my mum or little sister like to go galivanting and hunt for shit in my room, then comfront me about it saying I should hide them better

STOP FUCKING LOOKING THROUGH MY SHIT

It really pisses me off, no privacy in this place

....I need to move out this year or im going to tear my hair out

Amazing V-Day, best I've ever had actually, I wish it wasnt over...Wish I didnt have to come back to crap like this

So here we go :D

Click the photos to see em bigger!

Keto wanted to see me sober!



Spunky wanted to see my fav t-shirt, but I have too many, so heres just a few of my favs!



Kyth wanted to see a fish! We dont own any, so heres a starfish and a crab! x3



And Mooz wanted to see my comp desk and inside my wardrobe!





ENJOI! <3 Thanks to you guys for asking